She who has fallen and rose back again
Monday, April 06, 2009
For the past 1 1/2 years, no one ever knew that I suffered emotionally. I lost faith in myself. I lost my self-believe. I have lost my groove and the direction of life. I couldn't trust no one. I completely lose myself.
There were times when I had actually prayed that I had not met you and we wouldn't be friends. Cruel? I guess so.
There were times when I regretted going beyond the boundary though knowing that I was actually jeopardising the friendship we used to have. Yes, if that is what you still call a friendship.
There were times when I think I was too naive to believe every single words that you have said. Blame on being gullible.
Betrayal. The one word that fits to describe them all.
Despite all those, while we were good friends, it was a blast while it lasted.
Despite all those, you were the best guy friend I ever had for that few rolling years.
Now though we may have reconciled and become acquaintance, the hurt still remains. Being under the same roof though less than an hour, hurts.
On a lighter note, all the best with your new life. Hope your egoistic and selfish self will bring you the happiness that you're looking for.
Well, this is me. Full of sarcasm and words coming directly from her heart. You can never accept that, cant you? Oh well, we shall stop it here aite.
Till then, let's just focus on our own life now. ^_^
[[* Are you going to take off while I'm gone _
There were times when I had actually prayed that I had not met you and we wouldn't be friends. Cruel? I guess so.
There were times when I regretted going beyond the boundary though knowing that I was actually jeopardising the friendship we used to have. Yes, if that is what you still call a friendship.
There were times when I think I was too naive to believe every single words that you have said. Blame on being gullible.
Betrayal. The one word that fits to describe them all.
Despite all those, while we were good friends, it was a blast while it lasted.
Despite all those, you were the best guy friend I ever had for that few rolling years.
Now though we may have reconciled and become acquaintance, the hurt still remains. Being under the same roof though less than an hour, hurts.
On a lighter note, all the best with your new life. Hope your egoistic and selfish self will bring you the happiness that you're looking for.
Well, this is me. Full of sarcasm and words coming directly from her heart. You can never accept that, cant you? Oh well, we shall stop it here aite.
Till then, let's just focus on our own life now. ^_^
[[* Are you going to take off while I'm gone _
