Mixed emotions. That is what Yours Truly is going through at this very moment. She's suffering from insomnia. Yes, she is. Even when she is dead tired from afternoon and night trainings. As well as catching the late night movie with her beloved siblings and dear sis-in-law, reaching home nearly 2 just now. Yet she could not close her tired marbled eyes.


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A friend.

That is what you are still to me. Despite all those past memories we had. Despite all those that we went through during our 7years of friendship. Despite those moments when we knew our immature actions will jeopardise our friendship.

We had promised that we will still be the good friend we have always been. Even if the situation has thus changed, you will still be a part of my life. A friend indeed; always be.




" ... Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside ... "


* 6 days to 17th..
Dear Sir, you are deeply missed, especially after today.


[[* A little too not over you _