Love
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Entry will be full of mixed emotions. Might be too much of those who are emotionless. Leave if you must.
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I was told that he would be leaving his singlehood life behind and will be entering a brand new world soon. The news caught me off guard and it took me 2 1/2 days to register it to my lil brain. Everything came to a halt. My vision was blurred.
The first thought that came to mind was, "Oh no!! Am I gonna lose my bestie?" Though our friendship only started thirteen months ago, we shared all, well almost all, of our darkest secret with each other. Especially getting to each others nerves intentionally since day one. Sustaining my sarcasm most of the times. =) He was the only few who were there when I was going through the lowest point of my life last year. Even when everyone, including my besties, kept saying that I shouldn't waste my time/effort dwelling about the past and to breathe in fresh air, but he faithfully remained by my side, giving me the moral support. Never once mentioning that I'm such an idiot who succumb to the needs of my broken heart. O_0 Likewise, here. And I vowed that when he starts his new life, I won't give him any late night random messages no more. That night was the last.
To my dearest buddy: Bro, I know the news is not official yet. Nevertheless, congrats and may everything goes smoothly for you. I'm very proud and happy for you. Hope our friendship will remain strong as always. And I wanna be the godmother to your future children can. Hehe.. ^_^
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Love is a trap. When it appears, we see only its light. Not its shadows. - Paulo Coelho
God had predetermined everything and if we are meant to be, our paths will cross again.
Maybe being in love, feeling all that passion and all that perfection, isn't a reliable reason for living with someone at all if it can just be switched on and off like that. If I ever find someone I can have a close bonding with, then I might consider sharing my life again.
Might.
If I've gotten over him by then.
[[* Love has eluded me _
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I was told that he would be leaving his singlehood life behind and will be entering a brand new world soon. The news caught me off guard and it took me 2 1/2 days to register it to my lil brain. Everything came to a halt. My vision was blurred.
The first thought that came to mind was, "Oh no!! Am I gonna lose my bestie?" Though our friendship only started thirteen months ago, we shared all, well almost all, of our darkest secret with each other. Especially getting to each others nerves intentionally since day one. Sustaining my sarcasm most of the times. =) He was the only few who were there when I was going through the lowest point of my life last year. Even when everyone, including my besties, kept saying that I shouldn't waste my time/effort dwelling about the past and to breathe in fresh air, but he faithfully remained by my side, giving me the moral support. Never once mentioning that I'm such an idiot who succumb to the needs of my broken heart. O_0 Likewise, here. And I vowed that when he starts his new life, I won't give him any late night random messages no more. That night was the last.
To my dearest buddy: Bro, I know the news is not official yet. Nevertheless, congrats and may everything goes smoothly for you. I'm very proud and happy for you. Hope our friendship will remain strong as always. And I wanna be the godmother to your future children can. Hehe.. ^_^
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Love is a trap. When it appears, we see only its light. Not its shadows. - Paulo Coelho
God had predetermined everything and if we are meant to be, our paths will cross again.
Maybe being in love, feeling all that passion and all that perfection, isn't a reliable reason for living with someone at all if it can just be switched on and off like that. If I ever find someone I can have a close bonding with, then I might consider sharing my life again.
Might.
If I've gotten over him by then.
[[* Love has eluded me _
