Know Not
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Running Nose + Slight Cough + Super Watery Eyes = Symptoms to get ASTHMA ATTACK....
I know not what's wrong with me. Things have not been right of late. Even my eyes aren't cooperating with me. I cant put the stup contacts in them. As if time is no longer taking my side. With time running short, I really do hope a miracle will happen. Serously..
I know that the guys just built up the team and are trying super hard to meet up the standard that I've set though I didn't say it out loud. Which is to be on par or at least a level lower than the girl's team. I can see that they are trying their very best. Sadly, I realised that I should be spending my time more with the girls team instead. Very contradicting, isn't it? Yes.. The confidence and determination level I used to see in them, esp during UM period, are no longer there. The wants and the need to be the best no longer exist.
While on the way home last tues, mixture of emotions were running over my mind. My soul. I felt as if I failed though the show has yet to kick off. O_O
I think tonight will be back to square one. Cos I still have faith in them. ^_^
[[* Sheer determination is the key to winning _
