Cry out loud
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Had a brief talk with Effa just now before training. We were simply jumping from one topic to another and back to the first. I was simply surprised when she asked me about him. I thought the case has closed. Received updates of his well-being and am glad that he's doing all well and good.
Sometimes I really wonder why people like to update me with someone from my past. It's kinda scary I must say. I would rather let it be and just pray for his happiness. Tt's the reason why I've been keeping myself busy with werk, werk and more werk.
Excerpts from Cry
by Rihanna
" .. This time was different
felt like, I was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife
when you walked out of my life
now I'm, in this condition
and I've, got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed
cause it's hurting me to let it go
maybe cause we spent so much time
and I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
gotta figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
and deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel .. "
We ever made a pact that what come may we'll still remain as friends but I guess I've to forgo the thought of it. Since there aren't any signs of us being friends again.
[[* All my life _
Sometimes I really wonder why people like to update me with someone from my past. It's kinda scary I must say. I would rather let it be and just pray for his happiness. Tt's the reason why I've been keeping myself busy with werk, werk and more werk.
Excerpts from Cry
by Rihanna
" .. This time was different
felt like, I was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife
when you walked out of my life
now I'm, in this condition
and I've, got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed
cause it's hurting me to let it go
maybe cause we spent so much time
and I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
gotta figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
and deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel .. "
We ever made a pact that what come may we'll still remain as friends but I guess I've to forgo the thought of it. Since there aren't any signs of us being friends again.
[[* All my life _
