So close
Monday, December 24, 2007
Good morning world!! Time check: 8:02am.
She really is in need to use this space this bright and early morning. Though she felt slightly shitty and disoriented, she managed to stand tall and walked off her house confidently as if nothing happened the day(s) before.
Anyhow "truth or dare" was being played at El-Sheikh. Pardon her. She did not exactly gave the whole truth.
* What does she look for in a guy?
- Physical wise: His eyes and smile, someone who is able to impress her with humour, prefers athletic-type, ability to sing (bathroom singer approved), comfortable and at ease with himself.
- Personality/Character, etc wise:
1) Respect and accept her friends for who they are.
2) Respect and accept for who she is.
3) Of course, good foundation in religion wise.
Another question has caught her off guard. She was stunned and rather speechless when asked how she felt for a certain someone. She didn't even realise that question coming. On top of that, she didn't expect her friend to ask her that question when they had made a pact not to mention it to any soul. She could just breakdown but upon calling dearie bestie, bestie told her to remain compose.
She never felt anything while listening to this song before. But this morning, this song triggered her emotions. She felt miserable again.
" .. How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far .. "
He said that she is one smiley, jovial and sunshine gerl. Easy-going and someone who he is able to talk crap about practically anything under the sun. While her little juniors, hana n nq miss her sweet smile. All this issue about smiling and all. Oh well, the truth is that it is all a facade. A brave upfront she has to put in order not to make others worry about her well-being. All this makes her misses her Darling Dage even more. @_@
Anyway, the season holidays are just around the corner. She will be on a hiatus for god knows how long. Perhaps until she has regain herself and is able to look up ahead without hiding or avoiding anyone. Till then, Merry Christmas to all!! Happy new year in advance. Just in case she's not back by then.
[[* So I bid mine goodbye and never knew __
She really is in need to use this space this bright and early morning. Though she felt slightly shitty and disoriented, she managed to stand tall and walked off her house confidently as if nothing happened the day(s) before.
Anyhow "truth or dare" was being played at El-Sheikh. Pardon her. She did not exactly gave the whole truth.
* What does she look for in a guy?
- Physical wise: His eyes and smile, someone who is able to impress her with humour, prefers athletic-type, ability to sing (bathroom singer approved), comfortable and at ease with himself.
- Personality/Character, etc wise:
1) Respect and accept her friends for who they are.
2) Respect and accept for who she is.
3) Of course, good foundation in religion wise.
Another question has caught her off guard. She was stunned and rather speechless when asked how she felt for a certain someone. She didn't even realise that question coming. On top of that, she didn't expect her friend to ask her that question when they had made a pact not to mention it to any soul. She could just breakdown but upon calling dearie bestie, bestie told her to remain compose.
She never felt anything while listening to this song before. But this morning, this song triggered her emotions. She felt miserable again.
" .. How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far .. "
He said that she is one smiley, jovial and sunshine gerl. Easy-going and someone who he is able to talk crap about practically anything under the sun. While her little juniors, hana n nq miss her sweet smile. All this issue about smiling and all. Oh well, the truth is that it is all a facade. A brave upfront she has to put in order not to make others worry about her well-being. All this makes her misses her Darling Dage even more. @_@
Anyway, the season holidays are just around the corner. She will be on a hiatus for god knows how long. Perhaps until she has regain herself and is able to look up ahead without hiding or avoiding anyone. Till then, Merry Christmas to all!! Happy new year in advance. Just in case she's not back by then.
[[* So I bid mine goodbye and never knew __
