H e l p I n N e e d
Thursday, August 09, 2007
Happy 42th National Day, Singapore!! Okie.. Im not as patriotic as I ever was in previous years. Hehe.. Here I am sitting in front if my lappie typing this entry when 3/4 of the citizen are celebrating Independence Day at Marina or by their tv set. Well Im in the midst of getting ready to go out when I felt that I should rant my thoughts.
1st up, had pr4mnce this mrng at TECC in conjunction of award presentation ceremony to grassroots leaders as well as celebrating Sg's bday.
B4 d pr4mnce
Right aftr our pr4mnce
With d ever frenly aunties frm Chinese Dance
Dont mess with us ya
Down in deep thoughts
Pr4mnce was short but we took quite a long time during our photo-taking session. Hehe..
Saw a nice bracelet at Chomel and a sweet-looking watch from Swatch. It was darn gorgeous. So perfect for my wrist. Hmm.. To whoever who wishes to buy me a gift, I've already gave you hints ya. Haha.. Thick-skinned!!!!!
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All that you've heard and all that have been said.. Yes, it hurts alot to recall what we had been through and what we both are going through emotionally. Im not sure whtr you are in the same path as me. My apologies if you are.
1st up, had pr4mnce this mrng at TECC in conjunction of award presentation ceremony to grassroots leaders as well as celebrating Sg's bday.
B4 d pr4mnce
Right aftr our pr4mnce
With d ever frenly aunties frm Chinese Dance
Dont mess with us ya
Down in deep thoughts
Pr4mnce was short but we took quite a long time during our photo-taking session. Hehe..
Saw a nice bracelet at Chomel and a sweet-looking watch from Swatch. It was darn gorgeous. So perfect for my wrist. Hmm.. To whoever who wishes to buy me a gift, I've already gave you hints ya. Haha.. Thick-skinned!!!!!
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All that you've heard and all that have been said.. Yes, it hurts alot to recall what we had been through and what we both are going through emotionally. Im not sure whtr you are in the same path as me. My apologies if you are.
By just seeing you yst made my heart aches. I actually prayed that you wont be able to make it though deep down I wished that you would be there. And you were. Umpteen times I wanted to go up to you and to just hear your voice. But I didn't have the courage to do so. I was very afraid which Im so unsure of why. Afraid that you would just turn away and give me a cold shoulder.
I thought I was able to face you when it needs me to but I was darn wrong. I thought I could just pretend that nothing had ever happen between us and I was darn wrong about it too. How could I? Especially after what we've been through all these years.
Sometimes I just hope that I had never ever sent you that message. Sometimes I just hope that we could spend some time with each other after that day. Often I had wished that we both aren't tied down with work commitments. Lastly, very often I had hope that we would be truthful with each other though we had always had.
Loved you once and am still loving you. You're deeply missed, B and this heart has never stop loving nor missing you.
" ... One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me ... "
[[-- Karma's a bitch --]]
