T h e h e a r t t a l k s
Thursday, May 24, 2007
My heart went for a roller coaster ride. It was such an emotional week not only for me but for the rest too. One down, two more events to go. Im beginning to feel slightly at ease. Alhamdullillah..
As much as I tried not to think about what had happened, my mind couldn't resist the temptation of recalling the past. As much as I tried to make things right, I seem to fail. As much as I tried to let go, I can't possibly do it. As much as I want to free myself from these worries, it seem to stay strong deep in my heart. As much as I tried to forget you, I simply just couldn't. By just seeing you at every club event makes my heart aches.
There'll be a time when you need someone by your side and you think that they are there for you but they aren't. Perhaps I'm hoping too much and apologies if I ever do. I need an assurance from you if I really do have to move on, if I have too. But it'll be hard.
[[-- I'm currently blinded by desire and also, stupidity --]]
As much as I tried not to think about what had happened, my mind couldn't resist the temptation of recalling the past. As much as I tried to make things right, I seem to fail. As much as I tried to let go, I can't possibly do it. As much as I want to free myself from these worries, it seem to stay strong deep in my heart. As much as I tried to forget you, I simply just couldn't. By just seeing you at every club event makes my heart aches.
There'll be a time when you need someone by your side and you think that they are there for you but they aren't. Perhaps I'm hoping too much and apologies if I ever do. I need an assurance from you if I really do have to move on, if I have too. But it'll be hard.
[[-- I'm currently blinded by desire and also, stupidity --]]
