S i c k
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Bored at home as Im on mc for 2 days. I cant wait to get back in action. Kinda miss the kids especially Ruzdy n twin brother, Anas & Zaim. They are so adorable. I can just sit there with them and plant sweet kisses on them. Well, they love it. Haha..
Dearest Chub, thanks for understanding and not being judgemental. Been wanting to tell u eversince poly days but I could not bring myself to talk about it. So yea.. Now u know what really happened back then. Im currently afraid of what might happen in near future. Guess we both are facing the same situation yet again. (>_<)
To U..
I've always believe in trust and security. But I guess I cant seem to do that. Not that I dont trust u but Im feeling insecure and I dont trust myself esp eversince we both started werking. Less time spend, hardly meet, less nite conversation. All I can say is I had such a pleasurable moment whenever Im with u n it has been such a memorable journey thus far.
".. When I walk around
All I want is your touch
And when you call me
I don't wanna hang up
And I know I said it often
But I can't wait
Till we no longer have
To lie about us .."
[[-- Absence makes the heart grow fonder --]]
Dearest Chub, thanks for understanding and not being judgemental. Been wanting to tell u eversince poly days but I could not bring myself to talk about it. So yea.. Now u know what really happened back then. Im currently afraid of what might happen in near future. Guess we both are facing the same situation yet again. (>_<)
To U..
I've always believe in trust and security. But I guess I cant seem to do that. Not that I dont trust u but Im feeling insecure and I dont trust myself esp eversince we both started werking. Less time spend, hardly meet, less nite conversation. All I can say is I had such a pleasurable moment whenever Im with u n it has been such a memorable journey thus far.
".. When I walk around
All I want is your touch
And when you call me
I don't wanna hang up
And I know I said it often
But I can't wait
Till we no longer have
To lie about us .."
[[-- Absence makes the heart grow fonder --]]
