Letting it out
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Due to what had happened recently I decided to rant it here. Any of you are welcome to leave your views or simply just keep mum. I just need this space to pour it all out. Language used might be insulting to others but I'll try to keep it within my limits. No promises but I'll try to. You've been warned. (><)
Well, some of you may have thought and have ever asked why am I so cheerful and happy at all times. Know what? You've been fooled. I may have put on a brave upfront, smiling all the way like there are no probs in my life in front any of you but in actual fact, my heart and emotions have been on rollercoaster rides eversince I dont know when. So please, stop asking me such similar and related qns for goodness sake. Everyone has their own problems and surely something that is troubling thus bothering them. But it's all up to you on how you want to deal with it. Either you come up strong and face it boldly or let your feelings and emotions control you and fall flat on your beautiful/handsome face.
Of course, depending on the situation you may want to consult or confide your friends regading the matter. I, too, confide with them but I'll held back if it's too personal for me to share with others even with my besties. So please do not force me to pour it out to you when I AM NOT WILLING TO!! Say what you want to say. I always bottle things up and face it alone. But that does not matter.
As a matter of fact, let me open up to you when Im ready. Both emotionally and mentally. Say It's all up to your will and principles. As long as I can hold myself together, I'll face whatever challenge that needs me to strongly and with such bravery.
Oh one more thing. If you ever thought of taking separate ways from your partners; be it taking a breather or to end any emotional contacts with them, please handle it professional. Do not just take the easy way out by sending them a sms. I TOTALLY DESPISE such people!! Settle it maturely, please. If you happen to be in my circle of friends and you did just that, know what, I hate your guts!! I dont care if you think Im such a thoughtless bitch who does not care what her friends are gg through at that moment, Im sorry to say that it has never cross my mind. Dammit. That's not my way to end it after all the times spend together. Where's your respect to the person who you USED to love and adore?! Take note of the word 'USED'. Hate me all you want after reading what I've said. Afterall, I am known for my bitchiness and sarcasm. I was brought up as an IJ girl, remember? Siapa makan lada, dia rasa pedas.
You always think the world is weird when the whole world thinks you're the weirdo.
[[-- In life, we must never lose faith in ourselves --]]
Well, some of you may have thought and have ever asked why am I so cheerful and happy at all times. Know what? You've been fooled. I may have put on a brave upfront, smiling all the way like there are no probs in my life in front any of you but in actual fact, my heart and emotions have been on rollercoaster rides eversince I dont know when. So please, stop asking me such similar and related qns for goodness sake. Everyone has their own problems and surely something that is troubling thus bothering them. But it's all up to you on how you want to deal with it. Either you come up strong and face it boldly or let your feelings and emotions control you and fall flat on your beautiful/handsome face.
Of course, depending on the situation you may want to consult or confide your friends regading the matter. I, too, confide with them but I'll held back if it's too personal for me to share with others even with my besties. So please do not force me to pour it out to you when I AM NOT WILLING TO!! Say what you want to say. I always bottle things up and face it alone. But that does not matter.
As a matter of fact, let me open up to you when Im ready. Both emotionally and mentally. Say It's all up to your will and principles. As long as I can hold myself together, I'll face whatever challenge that needs me to strongly and with such bravery.
Oh one more thing. If you ever thought of taking separate ways from your partners; be it taking a breather or to end any emotional contacts with them, please handle it professional. Do not just take the easy way out by sending them a sms. I TOTALLY DESPISE such people!! Settle it maturely, please. If you happen to be in my circle of friends and you did just that, know what, I hate your guts!! I dont care if you think Im such a thoughtless bitch who does not care what her friends are gg through at that moment, Im sorry to say that it has never cross my mind. Dammit. That's not my way to end it after all the times spend together. Where's your respect to the person who you USED to love and adore?! Take note of the word 'USED'. Hate me all you want after reading what I've said. Afterall, I am known for my bitchiness and sarcasm. I was brought up as an IJ girl, remember? Siapa makan lada, dia rasa pedas.
You always think the world is weird when the whole world thinks you're the weirdo.
[[-- In life, we must never lose faith in ourselves --]]
