★ Beautiful Imperfections
As long as I am,
I will be..

The Heart Spoke
Wednesday, January 24, 2007

"I don't quite know, how to say, how I feel..."

Yeah tt's what Im gg through at the moment. Loads of things going on bt dont really know how to put it in words. "Updates Kamz!!" Tt's what everyone has been asking me to do. Well, here goes..

Last fri, Chub n I went to the airport early mrng. Supposed to wake up at 5.30am bt we both overslept. C'mon, it has been ages since we last wake up tt early. Bt thankfully we managed to reach there in time. Lucky us, her flight got delayed.


Lyd, Chub n I

Gosh! I've known her since Pri1!!

Headed down to gym. Went home, rest a bit n woke up in time to meet Hafiz, Zul n Fauzi. Ate at Fd Culture n headed down to Simei for trng. Tt explains y I was lil moody during trng. I was darn sleepy n my head was spnining.

Sat n Sun: Trng n more trng. PSP's opening ceremony went on smooth. Asyraf had to recite the Athlete's Pledge. It was super hilarious. Cik Azni came up to my bro asking for one male athlete frm our grp to recite it n I suggested his name. Called him n guessed it woke the hell outta him. Lol.. Zul n Hafiz won their matches. Syifa? Haiz.. She wasted my time changing to my unifrom. Lol.. Won walkover. I dont understand why but nvr had I felt this nervousness n anxiety when he fought last wkend.

Mon n Tues: Did some daily routines. Headed down to the gym n meet up with Chub. Talked to him at night. Okie I shall call him MrC. Somehow Im glad tt our frenship has picked up frm where it was left few yrs back. We started all over and hence, have never looked back. My fren cum night companion. Just for nw. I dont know how long it will lasts bt all I know is tt I enjoy his company. N yes, the dreams. Dreams tt will haunt me n him for life.

Is he my type of guy? Dare not to ans tt. I like his personality. Im comfortable with his presence. No hopes pls. As it may bring u down flat. So is this feeling for real? No strings attached remember.

Sweets, how? I think MrNoBlessings has taken up some space in my life. Aigoo!! Bt deep down, only u n Hafiz know who is in my heart right now. The one n only R___m.


"If you ever turn away, If you ever change your mind, If the road ahead becomes, too hard to climb. If there's something in your heart that tells you to stop, Oh to hold you close tonight, I'd wait for life."

[[-- My Heart --]]

11:49 AM
the scent still lingers

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