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Being Impudent
Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Read an entry in one of my friend's blog. Of course I was taken aback by it but what can I say. The truth really hurts. As I am typing this entry, tears started to form and unwillingly, rolling down my cheeks. This time around I couldn't hide it. Lucky for me, no one is around.

I know that harsh words have been said, bringing down ur morale n perhaps it includes your self-esteem n confidence. On behalf of him, I apologise for tt. You think you may understand n empathise what had happened to him but shall I say otherwise. You would not understand what he has been going through, battling it on his own with the support of his loving wife n children. You would not understand the pain his family have been through, the sacrifices they had to made against their wishes n will.

Yes I know how it felt to be critised n sworn, to be looked down n to be embarrassed in front of others. Bt do you know tt his children suffer the most n much worst than any of you. I shan't go into the details.

What he has said, take it as a challenge to make yourself a better individual. To boost your morale, to boost your confidence level. Everyone has their own way of doing things. Prove to him tt you are not what he thinks you are. What he has said were just mild. You yet to hear the most impudent words. You yet to feel how it feels like to be one of his kin. You yet to know what it is like to know how he has been trying to make a living. You yet to understand how it is like to be in that condition. You yet to know what it is like to be in that position. You yet to experience what it is like to be not able to do things like you used to. You yet to even see with your pretty lil eyes how it is like to see him struggling to remain strong n staying positive at all times, not wanting to let others worry about him. You yet n will not know how it feels like to be tested in such situation where everyone is trying their very best to bring him down. To bring all of us down. Yes. When I meant all of us, I jolly well meant the whole load of us.

During this time, we know who is our real friends and who are in sly, our enemies.


[[-- Being Impudent Is The Best Way Out --]]

5:01 PM
the scent still lingers

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