Remembrance
Saturday, November 18, 2006
In that one moment, you finally realise that someone you once loved so much, disappeared the day you both said goodbye. Eversince then, I comfort myself with a blanket wrap around myself whenever I miss somebody..
I'm begining to let u out of my heart. I cant go through this no more. I guess it is best for us to remain as friends though I always hope for otherwise. 3years of waiting isn't a long time. From friends to acquantaince.. The journey we had before u entered NS was memorable. We grew apart aftr u went NS. We both tried our best to remain close but to no avail.
Though I might be close with ur mom but it does not worry me if it will ever affect me. In fact, my r/s with ur mom has nvr been better. We grew closer when we were at the airport awaiting for the arrival of u n ur sis. The day ur mom cried in front of me, speaking well of her son n daugther. Saying to me that how she wish u open up more with others. All I could do was console her n cheer her up. I wasn't sure wthr u saw her crying as u were talking to others.
I just hope that if we ever meet again during competitions or any club events, u'll acknowledge me as a friend. Like how we used to be 4yrs back.
I guessed we should thank Dian for making us close n apologise for letting her down. Thanks Juita sweetie for all those encouragements u've given me all these yrs.. Dage, where have u been...?
I'm begining to let u out of my heart. I cant go through this no more. I guess it is best for us to remain as friends though I always hope for otherwise. 3years of waiting isn't a long time. From friends to acquantaince.. The journey we had before u entered NS was memorable. We grew apart aftr u went NS. We both tried our best to remain close but to no avail.
Though I might be close with ur mom but it does not worry me if it will ever affect me. In fact, my r/s with ur mom has nvr been better. We grew closer when we were at the airport awaiting for the arrival of u n ur sis. The day ur mom cried in front of me, speaking well of her son n daugther. Saying to me that how she wish u open up more with others. All I could do was console her n cheer her up. I wasn't sure wthr u saw her crying as u were talking to others.
I just hope that if we ever meet again during competitions or any club events, u'll acknowledge me as a friend. Like how we used to be 4yrs back.
I guessed we should thank Dian for making us close n apologise for letting her down. Thanks Juita sweetie for all those encouragements u've given me all these yrs.. Dage, where have u been...?
"... Memori cinta berbunga
Pun menghinggap di ingatan
Seperti sang merpati di dahan
Puas sudah ku berusaha
'Tuk melupakan segalanya
Namun senyummu masih ada... "
-Hady Mirza
