My other half
Thursday, October 19, 2006
First off, my apology to Zul for the last min cancellation of plans. I am really not feeling well.
What Im gonna rant abt might bore you. Pardon me in advance or simply just skip it. It has been on my mind eversince I blew an opportunity last July. The more I try not to think abt it, the more it strike me.
Had a catching up session with Juita n Syifa the other day. We talked abt what normally gerls do. Our life n so forth. Hmm.. How should I put it. I simply am lost now, no, not in my own world but in reality. Yeah, it's tt bad. 0_0 Somehow, I simply want to let go of what I've been holding on this past years. As I think it is not worth my waiting. But it'll be at waste aftr what friends lk Dian had done back then, getting us knowing n becoming friends n now, the friendship has down grade itself to acquaintance. But to come to think of it, even my parents knew abt this. Well, they somehow managed to get the info from me of course. They do not mind of the choices I make but simply remind me to always have a reality check as for now, it is a one-side affair.
Sweets ever asked (or was it syifa) why not I take the initiative to go first. Aigoo!! I guess it's just hard to fall for a fellow Piscean huh. Both have the same personality. I shy u shy. Lol.. But of course, all these are in the hands of Allah. I ever told Chub that I cant visualised myself with others instead of him. Freaky isn't it. Hmm.. Instead she asked me to seek his mom's help since we click well. So much of help!!
I so need another retail theraphy session. ^_^
Ya Allah, berikanlah Hamba mu ini kekuatan dan ketenangan di hati terutama sekali ketika menghadapi kesukaran dan kerumitan di hati. Ameen
[[-- Doing your best means never to stop trying --]]
What Im gonna rant abt might bore you. Pardon me in advance or simply just skip it. It has been on my mind eversince I blew an opportunity last July. The more I try not to think abt it, the more it strike me.
Had a catching up session with Juita n Syifa the other day. We talked abt what normally gerls do. Our life n so forth. Hmm.. How should I put it. I simply am lost now, no, not in my own world but in reality. Yeah, it's tt bad. 0_0 Somehow, I simply want to let go of what I've been holding on this past years. As I think it is not worth my waiting. But it'll be at waste aftr what friends lk Dian had done back then, getting us knowing n becoming friends n now, the friendship has down grade itself to acquaintance. But to come to think of it, even my parents knew abt this. Well, they somehow managed to get the info from me of course. They do not mind of the choices I make but simply remind me to always have a reality check as for now, it is a one-side affair.
Sweets ever asked (or was it syifa) why not I take the initiative to go first. Aigoo!! I guess it's just hard to fall for a fellow Piscean huh. Both have the same personality. I shy u shy. Lol.. But of course, all these are in the hands of Allah. I ever told Chub that I cant visualised myself with others instead of him. Freaky isn't it. Hmm.. Instead she asked me to seek his mom's help since we click well. So much of help!!
I so need another retail theraphy session. ^_^
Ya Allah, berikanlah Hamba mu ini kekuatan dan ketenangan di hati terutama sekali ketika menghadapi kesukaran dan kerumitan di hati. Ameen
[[-- Doing your best means never to stop trying --]]
