not myself
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
I had a bad day again
Telling you will not
Make you understand
Im sorry
Im having a bad day again
Seeing Dayang n Smiley during lunch break really make my day. A surprised visit from them. Wonder why they would wanna come back to sch just to have lunch. Anyway, being with them (including tag team n jimmy) sort of brightens me up.
Have not been myself lately though you may have seen me all smiley and chirpy. PMS u may say but absolutely not. Su said eversince Im into Korean stars, shows, etc.. I've become more emo-nier. If there's such word exists. I wish to tell others but to come to think of it, I rather not. I know they kept telling me not to bottled up within me but Im just not ready to share it with anyone.
Bayah and I had a really nice long chat at "our" favourite staircase since there wasn't any empty shelter seat near the fountain. Sat there while waiting for her to finish her food. She brought up a topic and it made me think hard. Of course Im not taking it at heart but it do reflect on some people in our society. Sometimes I, myself, do feel they are such hypocrites. Having split personalities. Backstabbers. I cant stand such people. For one moment they'll say this while behind you they'll say otherwise, behaving in complete disgusting gestures. They may have their own reasons for behaving in such manner but I dont care whatever reasons they give to shield themselves.
So dont blame me for acting so coldly towards you.
To him,
As hard as I tried to shut you out, I can still hear your voice.
[[-- Fearing is Believing --]]
Telling you will not
Make you understand
Im sorry
Im having a bad day again
Seeing Dayang n Smiley during lunch break really make my day. A surprised visit from them. Wonder why they would wanna come back to sch just to have lunch. Anyway, being with them (including tag team n jimmy) sort of brightens me up.
Have not been myself lately though you may have seen me all smiley and chirpy. PMS u may say but absolutely not. Su said eversince Im into Korean stars, shows, etc.. I've become more emo-nier. If there's such word exists. I wish to tell others but to come to think of it, I rather not. I know they kept telling me not to bottled up within me but Im just not ready to share it with anyone.
Bayah and I had a really nice long chat at "our" favourite staircase since there wasn't any empty shelter seat near the fountain. Sat there while waiting for her to finish her food. She brought up a topic and it made me think hard. Of course Im not taking it at heart but it do reflect on some people in our society. Sometimes I, myself, do feel they are such hypocrites. Having split personalities. Backstabbers. I cant stand such people. For one moment they'll say this while behind you they'll say otherwise, behaving in complete disgusting gestures. They may have their own reasons for behaving in such manner but I dont care whatever reasons they give to shield themselves.
So dont blame me for acting so coldly towards you.
To him,
As hard as I tried to shut you out, I can still hear your voice.
[[-- Fearing is Believing --]]
