i miss u
Monday, August 15, 2005
Wouldn't it be nice if weneva we messed up our life we could simply press 'Cntrl Alt Delete" n start all over again.......
Have u ever been caught up wif ur own feelings? Have u ever feel dat u r de caused of ur messed up life? Have u ever come across of juz wanting to be reborn as an innocent child again?
Well Raudhah cum chub cum bestie...
I've been wanting to tell u dis. Cos aftr reading ur entries, i've decided to share dis part wif u. A part of my life dat i've nvr shared wif u b4. If u r meant to be wif dat person, u'll be. Even if u've been doing ur part n otherwise. If u r meant to b frens, den juz let it be. Its no use waiting for them wen they dun appreciate u. Giving u probs even b4 u guys r attached.
Juz to let u noe i've lost my guy bestfren juz bcos.. We both lk each othr. But it happened long tym ago (b4 u n i bcame besties). We were juz best frens we were so close dat my mates tink dat we r an item. He was attched n i stayed by him as his buddy, listening ear, someone to listen to his probs. N we both ended up lking each othr even wen he was still wif dat gal. He was played by d gal loadsa tyms but still went back to her. My mates told me to forget abt him n i tried but cant as we were too closed. By de tym i managed to forget him, he finally realised de gal was juz using him. I was told by my mates dat on de day i gave him attitude, was de day wen he wanted to ask me to be his. N dat was de day i last saw him which was during hari raya. N i got to know all abt dis 2wks ltr aftr de outing, on de day we were supposed to go for our nat'l team briefing. De day wen he din turn up for it, dats wen i knew i was de caused 4 dis frenship to end. I blew de frenship away. Only few will noe who im referring to. De guy who took my heart away. But it's all in de past. N pls dun be sympathetic.
Familiar?? Yes, wat ur going thru nw is wat i've been thru in de past. I juz hope dat u noe wat ur doing. Hope dat u noe which path to take from here. Wat u wanna do wif dis situation, dis distraction. Wat u tink is best for u. Wateva it is, i juz wanna noe dat i'll always be there 4 u. N will always respect ur decision.
[[-- Chart ur own destiny --]]
