risk
Saturday, July 30, 2005
I tink i need to go for a whole body massage. A traditional one thou. My body's aching. My old injury at my right shoulder is hurting again. I hope it wont come out. Bear wif dis lng entry. Juz haf loads 2 say.
Friday, 290705
Went trng as usual, Juita came 2 talk 2 my father, den approached me. Had a heart2heart talk wif her, sort of "escape" frm trng 4 ahwile. We discussed n eventually bth cried. My dad actly told her dt i cried wen i told him wat happened. Dat made her cried as all alng i acted lk i was okie while im wif her. Dear sweets, i noe dt deep inside, u wana take part in dis comp bt we cant defy wat fate has laid down 4 us. Perhaps its juz nt our yr; no competitor 4 ganda during psp, n haf 2 endure it again 4 psk due 2 some probs. Cheer up aightz, we can always train 4 d future/something. :)
Saturday, 300705
Did last min prep 4 techno presentation at 12+ am, waited 4 aileen 2 send me d ppt so dt i can print it. At 1+, stil cant sleep. I pity Dayang as she din get any sleep n she looked so tired. Bt overall, d presentation went quite smoothly. D judges were frenly. Thank goodness!! Bt they asked loadsa qns. Well, its over bt we stil haf 2 cont wif lessons, bt nw w/o d biz students as they finish their semester. N there might b anthr presentation 2 d director. *sigh*
Met mum n sis at bugis, wen 2 tanglin cc 4 trng bt i din train thou. Haf 2 go siglap cc as im in-charge there. Ate my carrot cake, which tempt most of d pesilats there. Esp Asyraf n Khidhir. Haha.. Sori guys. Proceed 2 siglap, slept all d way during d journey, tired la cos slept at 2 dis mrng. Hee.. Lucky no trng at nite. Tink i'll be yawning instead.
To Chub, Jan, Juita n Syifa..
Sori cant meet. My eyes juz cudn't take it anymore. All im looking forward too is my bed. Some other tym perhaps k, which i dunno wen will dat b.
I din mean it wen i said i shud let u go..
I din mean it wen i said so..
Im trying to figure out where i've gone wrong..
If u can interpret wat d qoute actly means, den u'll noe who's dis person i've been referring 2 all dis while. If u do, i hope u understand dt all dis r 4 real. So far, only Su n Ida noe abt dis. All dis while, I do not noe wthr u eva get d hint.
[[-- De greatest risk is nt taking a risk while ur young --]]
