shy/confession
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Went to funan juz nw wif my beloved partner, Juita. Went there to search for her laptop cover. Aftr dat went lunch at long john n saw dis gal frm sendeng. cant remember wats her name but i called her adik. Yep2.. Den went trng at siglap. N guess who i saw?! I saw Ayim at bedok mrt. He was on his way up while juita n i was on our way down. One regret was dat i looked away at de point wen he was looking at my direction there. Was i too shy to smile at u juz nw..??
Den told Juita de whole truth abt me. Actly we did some catching up, n she asked me a qn dat shocked me. I was disturbed by it n decided to tell her de whole ting. I was glad dat i did. I miss her loads.
To my gal frens, emah, siti, nur n jan...
Actly i told dis to jan oredi. Erm.. I noe dat u peeps noe abt it long tym ago. I din mean to keep it frm u gals but i juz din haf de courage to tell u gals abt it frm de start. Yep.. N i wud lk to apologise to both siti n nur, (dun noe wthr it was really nur or siti) i feel bad for denying de whole ting dat day. I din noe wat to do actly. So i hope dat u gals will accept my sincere apology. Really2 am sori.
Oh god! im actly crying while typing dis. Oh pls GOD, pls gif me de strength to face all dis situations n probs dat u've given me. Pls gif me de patience to face all this challenges. Amin
