hols...
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
De hols has begin n im do not noe how to spend it. Yep2.. All i noe is dat, I've trng everyweek, be it in sch or club. Yep2.. Dats my life, n i hope u understands dat.
I was supposed to follow chub watch Taufik perform in his appreciation showcase. But i rejected her 4 my bk. Lol.. Sori beb.. Was in de mood to read. Newae, look who's de FANATIK fan of Taufik nw. Haha..
For de past few days, i've been reading a bk by Nore Roberts, Honest Illusion. Sometimes i wonder y we haf to be honest wen in de end we'll suffer from it at de same it. I really wonder. Isn't it best if u are given de choice to juz walk away from de situation? But doing so, will leave u in denial. N is dat wat im feeling nw?? M i in denial? If i m, of wat? Am i denying someting? Someting dat im not sure abt it myself. I've asked dis a couple of times. Seems dat i need to be alone fro de tym being. To sort of my tangled feelings n emotions inside me. To recover from dis sickness dat i might haf to say, dats troubling me.
Wif dat, I need His guidance to help me thru..
Im walking away, wif troubles in my mind.....
