Mesmerized
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Siti!! Hapi Birthday!! Hope dat u had a splendid celebration juz nw. May u be bless wif gd health n wealth. Smile always. Take care n miss u many2.
To everyone, I dun mind if u dun gif me any prezzie on my b'day aight. Im not dat petty la. N to my beloved twin, anhyting but BLUSH okies.. Haha.. Crazy gal. U want me to show who sia. Might as well i ask my future-husband-to-be to buy for me sia. Lol..
Newae, been bz lately wif pjcts. Haiz.. Very sian sia. Cant wait for all dis nightmare to be over. Newae went to sch's trng yst. Came late so it was quite relax for me. Dunno y they start at 330 yst but told them dat i can only make it aftr 4+ but i came at 5. Hehe... Had something on b4 dat la. Aftr trng, de 3 of us, as in Haz, Fizah n i carried de mattress back to our club rm. N we had to carry 15 mattressaltogether. Haha.. It din occur to us dat we can juz simply take de lift instead of taking de stairs. How dumb can we be. We walked all de way frm blkE to de stadium, tinking of taking de stairs there as it leads us str8 to our club rm. Had a lot of stops along de way cos Haz n Fizah kept losing their slippers. Haha.. There was once wen on of de mat flew str8 to fizah's face. Oh my! Dats hurts alot man. De wind was indeed vaery strong huh?! Another incident whr it happened at de stadium itself. In de middle of de track. Yup2.. De whole mattress tumbled down frm our hands. :( It was de most unglam moments i ever had in sch man. N it happens dat de lion dance team n de soccer team(tink de women's team) were practising there. Haha.. How embarassing can it be!! In de end we decided to carry 5 mattress each. Lol..
Saw Zul in sch juz nw. He's very tan nw. N i really mean tan. But more lk as if he kena burn lk dat. Hehe.. Sorri Zul. I din recognised him at 1st. Well, i saw dis 2 guys walking frm de back of blkS. I cud only recognised one of them, which was Zul's fren. Cos i always see him wif Zul mah. Yup2.. Den I saw dis tan guy n i din noe dat he was actly him. I was lk wondering y is dat guy looking at my direction. I juz looked away n only realised dat it was Zul wen he came nearer. Haha.. We did a quick catch up cos btoh of us had class. Though our tutorial rms r beside to each other. Hmm.. Hope to c u ard again aight. Den we can talk for as long as we can. <",>
My twin tinks dat im still holding on to it. I was abit surprised wen she said dat to me de other day. N I m not sure y she tinks dat way though. Well, m i still holding on to it?? Been asking dat myself but i cant seem to get de ans. Gal, im not sure myself. But i do noe dat i sometimes miss Fad. Bt we haf to move on, right.. Newae, it's over btwn us so im trying nt to tink too much abt it. Trying to tink abt something else. Bt to ans to ur qns de other day. Yes, i do sometimes tink abt Fad. N no, i've no one new in mind. Really.. Im trying to focus on my upcoming exams 1st. Abt de rest, im leaving it up all to fate. Yup2.. U cant simply force all of dis tings to go ur way. But one ting u shud noe dat...
Im still mesmerized by de way u look at me. I cant deny dat i even need u in my life.......
