Goodbye
Saturday, February 19, 2005
All dis while i knew dat tings weren't working out. I've told u tym n tym again but u denied it. Giving excuses dat we r taking tings slow. It's been 7 mnths nw. N juz a day aftr we hit 7th, dats wen u said u've made up ur mind dat it's better if we remain as frens. I do agree wif u bt wif such difficulties. I understand ur stand n respect it too though i tried to deny dat im oso hurting inside, which somehow i do not noe y im feeling dis way. All de best in ur future n hope u'll find someone who best suits u. Someone who is able to please u wif ur needs n who can gif u what i cant. We'll still be frens, dun fear abt dat. Its juz dat i'll take such a long tym b4 i can accept u as my fren again. U r my 1st n u r my last. I swear dat if i ever turn n look back at de past, i won't be able to let go of u. Guess it's tym for me to walk straight in dis lonely path again. Walking towards being a normal girl....
In and Out of Love
Was I a fool to believe in love?
Is it of any worth?
Could it be just a hazzy illusion?
Causing people to live in delusion
A million words I wanted to say
The day you turned around and
Walk away
"A dream come true"
Was how I describe my meeting with you
You possessed an inner strength so strong
But it wasn't before long
That I later found out
Beyond the shadows of doubt
That it was an unrequited love
I love you more than heaven above
I would have given you the world
If only i was your girl
You turned around and walked away
My life was bleak shades of grey
I closed my eyes
Only to see your face
My heart was deceived by lies
As I walked away in daze
