De best
Friday, February 25, 2005
U r de best dat i ever had. N i hope u noe dat too. Im trying my best to forget all abt u. But its very difficult 4 me cos i tend to tink abt u each tym im alone. Memories will start flooding in n i hate it wen im in such situation. Missed those tyms wen we were together, de way u looked at me, de way u smiled, de way u held me in ur arms n showed me dat u care. But all those cant be mine nw. It will juz be another memory dat i've kept though im given a choice to let it free. *sigh*
One ting im confused abt is dat y is boy always there whenever we go out?? Dats de qn dat has been playing in mind eversince de day we wen to bugis to haf dinner together, n wen boy joined us aftr dat. I noe dat boy doesn't trust me aftr telling me abt boy's past. But at least u cud stand by me right?? Hmm.. Wats more needed to be said. Its all over anyway. Oh ya!! Dun worry, Im nt lk others who will bad-mouthed abt u. Im not de type who will talk bad abt my ex's weakness to others. Cos afterall, we used to be together. U used to be mine, i used to like u, love u..
My frens asked me to msg u bt i din want to cos u might tink dat i cant get over u. Im trying my best to free u away frm my mind. I've moved on. Its against all odds dat we'll ever be together again. I pray u well. N i hope u dun hold any grudges btwn us.
