Sunday, January 09, 2005
Im EMOTIONALLY HURT..!!
Well, Spore won 3-1 aginst Indo yst. I actly stayed hm to watch de match. Yup2.. Semangat u may say bt i dun care. N im telling u dat im neither a fanatic fan k. Watched it cos i've faith in them. They did a gd job last nite. Esp Aide. He deserves to be crowned de man of de match. De nx leg will be in spore n i was wondering wthr i shud follow my cuz to de stadium. He asked me to come along wif his frens who r my frens too. Bt dun want la cuz. I rather watch it at hm. Hehe.. De nx day i've sch noe unless u wanna send me to sch de nx day la.
Newae, saw Ayn wif her girl yst at tm. Its been a long tym since we last met. 2yrs to be exact. She's doing fine. Waiting for her A level results n nw working behind my area there at 1 of de factories behind my house. Haf fun working aight. Hope to c u ard sn.
He was online, juz signed in. Bt as i was abt to talk to him, he went offline. Dat was fast man. Hmm.. Nvm mind abt dat. Bt im still wondering wat World No2 noes abt i dunno wat. World No2!!! i noe u noe who u r.. Tell me leh wats in ur mind. I dun lk suspense noe. <",>
I wen trng last fri hoping dat it will cool me down. Bt it din work. Was hoping dat i wud forget everyting dat had happened. Bt i juz cudn't. Dunno y bt im my usual self wen im wif Dayg n Kida, besides wif my family. Bt wen im nt, i juz get irritated easily. Is it bcos of wat happened recently..? Or is it bcos... im nt too sure myself. I cant bring myself to talk to my best fren. Dis is nt my usual self. I tink it all started abt de plan of going out yst. Yup, i tink dats de reason. Bt y..? Kams.. Y cant u control ur emotions..? Y aren't u ur normal self, Kams..? Dis is nt u.. U r usually patient n relax whenever u encounter any probs. Bt y aren't u not..?
I dun even haf de ans to all those. Argghh..!!! I beg u pls leave me alone for de tym being. Pls... Bt i fear dat if im left alone, it might de end of our frenship n im truely sori im dat ever happen. Sorry for snapping at u. Cant brng myself to tell u all dis. I cud only tell her abt it. Hope u'll be happy wif de person whom u've been waiting for all dis while.....
