Juz leave me alone.. Please...
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Am i sad? Am i jealous? Am i furious? Am i confused? Am i worthless? Do i haf to be treated lk dis? Must i face all dis? Why am i asking u all dis?
Dunno y am i feeling dis way. Is it bcos of wat haf been happening recently..? Or is it bcos of jealousy..? Try asking me y n i wont be able to tell u y. Im sori if i've ever hurt u in a way or so. I din mean dat to happen but there's no point regetting abt it now.
I realised dat there shud be mutual trust n understanding btwn us. Y din i realised it earlier. Am i too late to ask for ur forgiveness? Even if it is not so, will u ever accept my sincere apology.
Please dun let me suffer it alone. Im juz human. But all i can say is dat, my feelings for u is true. Im so afraid of losing u. Will u eva gif me another chance? I hope de ans is yes.
I may not haf given u wat's expected frm me.. Im juz human not perfect but inside dis imperfection lies a heart dat values u de best way i noe..
